haaayy.. pwede nakong makahinga ng malalim at maluwag.. natapos na din sa wakas ang pinaka aasam asam ng magulang ko.. na ako'y makagraduate sa college.. yehey! nung time na akala ko matatapos na ako nung march, sobrang gumuho ung mundo ko kase laki ng expectation sakin ng parents ko.. they even planned a thailand tour gift daw sakin.. pero it turns out na ako pala ang hindi makakasama sa kanila.. i was really down.. pero medyo naging okay naman ako kase meron akong someone na i know will understand me and comfort me at the same time.. but i thought everything will be okay, pero nabigo ako.. awts..  mahirap mag-aral pag may problema.. lalo na pag kelangan ko na talagang maipasa yung nagiisang subject na un.. good thing, god is always there to give me strength to fight for this battle.. (ahaha grabe ang mga linya ko pamatay).. kaya eto ako ngayon.. nagpapahinga.. kase may sakit ako! oo.. ahaha.. masyado akong naging masaya dahil alam kong gragraduate nako.. hehehehe.. medyo madrama at mahaba.. pero.. salamat sa inyong lahat.. hindi man ganon kaganda tong taon na to sakin, alam ko meron at meron paring mangyayaring maganda.. Mahal ko kayong Lahat!!! mwuah..!  
You said, it wasn't gonna be like it was before.
Then it happened again.
Pushing me back out the door.
Thought it would be for real this time.
Love me forget about the signs.
So now what do i do?
Now that I know that we're through.
Wish that I could move on
Can't let go, it's too strong
Just like that and then you're gone
If this how you wanted it to be?
Everything you had to say
Sent the tears right down my face
Now I'm trying to escape
The misery Why don't you love me?
The way I'd loved you
It feels so crazy
'Coz I don't know what I did to you
If you're gonna hurt me
Then do it quickly
'Coz I'm tired of cryin'
If you don't wanna stick around
Then, baby forget about me.
Too late, sorry.
I didn't have the chance
You said you were happy
Baby, I don't understand
Gave you everything you asked for
And was ready to give you a lot more
I would've given you the world
Right in the palm of your hand. Boy, my heart was true
And that you can't deny
Don't be a fool
And walk away from all the lies
It's up to you
'Coz heaven knows I've tried
Tell me you're still in love. Why don't you love me?
The way I'd loved you
It feels so crazy
'Coz I don't know what I did to you
If you're gonna hurt me
Then do it quickly
'Coz I'm tired of cryin'
If you don't wanna stick around
Then, baby forget about me.
Forget about me
I really love you.
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Lindt Chocolate my three Fave Chocolates in the world..! as of now.. try niyo.. taste like heaven! ahaha  yummmmmmmmy!!!!
1. Set your Goal 2. Start Today 3. No Shortcuts 4. Find Inspirations 5. BE HAPPY sana ganun lang kadali yun.. ahahahaaay..
ahaha.. so, ayun na nga dumating na aking pamilya from their thailand tour.. sympre iwan ako diba? i expect gifts / pasalubong from them! haha! ang binigay sakin ng bunso kong kapatid 
ang taray keychain! ahaha! tinanong ko bakit green yung buhok niya? ako ba to? sabi sakin OO ako daw yun. baliw daw kase ako, at wirdo! ahaha! me ganun? at eto naman sa koya ko  its a pocket mirror! astig! ang ganda! grabe! ahahaha.. thanks bro's.. ayun lang, sabi sakin ng magulang ko sayang daw sana nakasama ako kase dame daw pedeng kuhanan ng picture dun! haaaaay.. well, there's always a next time.. abangan ko nalang ang hk trip next year! mas masaya un! ahaha 
"Masakit kasi nagmamahal ka at natapos ito ng hindi ka handa. Sa bawat natatapos na pagiibigan, may isa na mas nasasaktan." "Kung nagmamahal ka pero hindi mo nmn kasama araw-araw at hindi ka rin sigurado kung babalikan ka. ano tawag dun? nagmamahal, kase nagmamahal, Nagtitiwala." "Alam mo ba kung gaano mo sinasayang ang totoong pagmamahal sa paligid mo dahil lang sa kakahintay mo sa wala? pwes tumayo ka diyan hanggat manabang ka. hintayin mo ang pagbabalik ng walang kasiguraduhang pagibig. e sana lang abutan ka niyang buhay pa at may silbi." "Hindi ba mas masarap isipin na kaya ikaw ang mas nasasaktan, dahil ikaw ang mas nagmamahal." "May dahilan ang lahat."
1. "You're nothing but a second-rate, trying hard copycat!"
- Cherie Gil, Bituing Walang Ningning (1985)
2. ""Para kang karinderyang bukas sa lahat ng gustong kumain."
- Vilma Santos, Palimos ng Pag-ibig (1985)
3. "Walang himala! Ang himala ay nasa puso ng tao! Nasa puso nating lahat!"
- Nora Aunor, Himala (1982)
4. "My brother is not a pig! My brother is not a pig! Ang kapatid ko ay tao, hindi baboy damo!"
- Nora Aunor, Minsa'y Isang Gamugamo (1976)
5. "Once, twice, thrice, gaano ba kadalas ang minsan?"
- Hilda Koronel, Gaano Kadalas ang Minsan (1982)
6. "Ayoko ng tinatapakan ako, ayoko ng masikip, ayoko ng mabaho, ayoko ng walang tubig, ayoko ng walang pagkain, ayoko ng putik""
- Maricel Soriano, Kaya Kong Abutin ang Langit (1984)
7. "Hayop... Hayuuup... Hayuuupppp!"
- Nora Aunor, Ina Ka Ng Anak Mo (1979)
8. "Trabaho lang ito, walang personalan."
- Rudy Fernandez, Markang Bungo (1991)
9. "Si Val! Si Val! Puro na lang si Val! Si Val na walang malay!"
- Vilma Santos, Saan Nagtatago ang Pag-ibig (1987)
10. "Ikaw pala. Ikaw pala ang sinasabi ng asawa ko na asawa mo na asawa ng bayan!"
- Laurice Guillen, Nagalit ang Buwan sa Haba ng Gabi (1983)
11. "Akala mo lang wala.. pero meron!! meron!! meron!!"
- Carlo Aquino, Bata, Bata...Paano Ka Ginawa (1998)
12. "Gutay-gutay na ang katawan nyo... pati na ang kaluluwa nyo!"
- Sharon Cuneta- Pasan Ko ang Daigdig (1987)
13. "Sabel! This must be love!"
- Carmi Martin, Working Girls (1986)
14. FPJ: "Ang problema sa'yo maaga kang ipinanganak"
Sharon: "Ang problema naman sa'yo huli kang ipinanganak"
- Sharon Cuneta and Fernando Poe Jr., Kahit Konting Pagtingin (1990)
15. "Wala akong pakialam..ibalik mo sa akin si Jun-jun. Ibalik mo sa akin ang anak ko! Ibalik mo sa akin si Jun-jun. Ibalik mo ang...ahhhhh!"
- Vilma Santos, Paano Ba Ang Mangarap (1983)
16. "Kung saan, kailan, at paanong labanan, magpasabi ka lang. Hindi kita uurungan!"
- Sharon Cuneta, Dapat Ka Bang Mahalin (1984)
17. Alice: "Mamamatay ako, Ate, pag kinuha mo sa akin si Alex!"
Lorna: "Ipalilibing kita."
Alice: "Ate, please!"
Lorna: "Nung inagaw mo sa 'kin si... muntik na rin akong mamatay. Puwes, ikaw naman ngayon ang mamatay"
- Lorna Tolentino and Alice Dixson, Nagbabagang Luha (1988)
18. "Simple lang naman ang hinihingi ko. Kung hindi mo ako marespeto bilang asawa, respetuhin mo naman ako bilang kaibigan. Kung hindi naman, respetuhin mo ako bilang tao."
- Vilma Santos, Relasyon (1982)
19. Rene: "cheetaehhh....ganda lalake!"
Echo: "ulol! Sinungaling! Panget! Panget!"
- Rene Requiestas, Cheetaeh
20. "Kung hindi tayo kikilos sino ang kikilos? Kung hindi ngayon, kailan pa?"
- Vilma Santos, Sister Stella L. (1984) 21."Oo! Inaamin ko, saging lang kami! Pero maghanap ka ng puno… sa buong Pilipinas, saging lang ang may puso. Saging lang ang may puso!"
- Mark Lapid, in Tatlong Baraha
22. "Mahal mo ba ako dahil kailangan mo ako, o kailangan mo ako dahil mahal mo ako?"
- Claudine Barreto, "Milan"
It wasn't always this feeling
Put out the world for a tear in your eye
Oh god I'm over here kneeling
It seems we're fighting for truth with a lie
I'm falling over the edge with you
You're falling over the edge with me
With me
Sometimes I wish it was easy
To leave the ones that we love behind
Oh god just help me believe it
Still so much harder to say goodbye
I'm falling over the edge with you
You're falling over the edge with me
With me
Oh
Can you hear me now
You got me standing here pleading
Won't you please help me keep this alive...
 | ONE.. | Apr 6, '08 5:17 AM
for everyone |
i'm listenin' wonderin' whats really goin' on
3 years, these tears, no longer wanna fall
now we're talkin' 'bout the possibility of
breakin' up and actin' like we never were in love
everybody makes mistakes
'cause we go our separate ways
it'll never be the same, no
should you ever leave me, baby
i won't be the same
let's figure out what we have goin' babe
'cause when you love someone
you just don't give up
and if you just tell the one
that you're always gonna be there
when you love someone
you just hope that one will stay
you'll never give up on
never give up on that...
one, one, one
never give up on that
one, one, one
never give up on that
one, one, one
never give up on that
one, one, one
once chance, one shot
i swear that's all we got
cause baby girl right here and now
i just don't wanna stop
but it's hard for me, baby
and i ain't gon' lie
there's a compromise with me
when we first were fine, oh
gotta be the better man
wanna let you know
i can never let you go
'cause if you ever leave me, baby
i won't be the same
tell me what we gonna do?
 meet my first ever fish pet!
he's very healthy and strong! (kase siya na lang buhay sa mga kasabay nyang binili namin) camera shy! (mahiyain sya sa camera kaya blurred ung pic nya) he's a COI fish if you don't know.. (sabi nila lucky fish daw sya) he doesn't live with me! (kase wala kaming aquarium) he's makulet din! kase everytime na bumibisita ako sa kanya lagi siyang talon ng talon.. parang namiss niya din ako! hahahaha.. I hope magka aquarium na ako para maiuwi ko na sya dito samin.. hahahaha i miss him but i badly miss him..
A man won't let go if he really loves you.
Do not hold on to someone who has let go of you. He does not love you and does not value having you.
Believe me, he will not let go if he really loves you.
There is another reason he is not willing to tell.
Do not look for reasons why he ended the relationship.
There is only one reason why he ended your relationship. He just does not
love you. Do not waste your time thinking of reasons or what you should have
done. Move on and be open to a man who will truly love you. Always have your own set of rules.
Set your limits on how far you will go for a guy. It's perfectly ok to give
and do everything as long as its worth it. And it's worth it if the guy is
treating you right.
Do not be scared to lose him.
Don't be scared that he'll break up with you. Once you are afraid of losing
him, you easily can be taken advantage. Be strong and if something is
unacceptable, do not accept it and speak up.
Avoid calling your guy.
It's a guy thing. The relationship will definitely be better if it's the guy
who's calling, not the girl.
He will get tired of you if you keep on calling. He will lose interest and
challenge. More so, he will get annoyed. But it's a girl thing also that your
fingers get too itchy until you dial his number. But avoid as much as possible.
Call only if really needed (like checking if your suspicions are reasonable).
There is a guy who will value you.
There is a guy out there who can make you feel valued, appreciated, and loved. And I mean, not just during your first few weeks together. So don't lose hope.
Don't settle for a lesbian if you are not attracted to women. There is a man
out there who can love you like a girl can.
Also, do not believe him when he says it's just the way he really is. He's not the sweet or expressive-type. Remember during your first few weeks together? Where has that sweet guy gone? He simply is not that into you anymore.
Always be the only one, no matter what.
Do not ever fall for a guy who has another girl, be it his wife, girlfriend,
or any girl that he says he just can't get rid of for whatever reason. If you
truly believe that he loves you and for some reason, he can't leave or let go
of another girl, then you are no different from any ordinary mistress.
He must respect you.
No matter how long the relationship has been, he should always show respect
towards you.
If he fooled you, end it.
Philandering once is enough. You can never trust nor respect the person again.
Never start a relationship the wrong way.
Do not steal another girl's man, for whatever reason.
Nor should you enter a relationship for the wrong reasons (loneliness, on the
rebound, getting back at your ex, man-dependency, etc.) it is bound not to
last. You will only end up wasting more years of your life.
Do not force yourself into a relationship.
Do not get into a relationship just because your friends are getting impatient with your dating escapades and the one hasn't come yet. Do not choose who to say yes to based on superficial things like money, looks, cars, etc.. If you are even thinking of these things, you have not fallen in love yet.
A relationship has to have love.
Love is the only thing that will push you to give your efforts into making the relationship work. And believe me, keeping a relationship requires genuine
efforts of both parties.
Don't be afraid to be single.
It's fun to be single, try it. You can go out whenever and wherever you want.
You are free. You can date whomever you want and you get to go out for free!
Do not get a boyfriend just for the sake of having one. Do not settle.
Be a good girl.
Be a good girl to attract a good guy. Enter the relationship with sincere
intentions. Take the guy and the relationship seriously with the plan of
spending the rest of your life with that person (of course, this is after you
had your bit of fun in your younger years). If you compare your flings from
your real relationships, you will know that the latter makes you happier and
more fulfilled.
Love without limits.
Whether you loved and gave everything or loved but held out for some things,
if the relationship ends, you still get hurt. But if you gave your everything,
you were happy and you could say that it was worth it.
If you didn't give your all, you get hurt for nothing.
You will get over him.
Love is over-stated. Love eventually ends and you are free to love another.
Be the one.
Act like you are the one. Don't be a nagger. Don't hinder his gimmicks. Don't
give in to him too easily.
Make him treat you as important. Don't be easy.
Don't be like every other girl he had in his life.
A lovely lesson for life!!!!
After harsh words have been said
And you apologize
Turn your eyes toward heaven
And you will see clearing skies
After you lose someone that was
So dear to your heart
Look and see!
That ray of sun - the clouds it breaks apart
After unexpected woes
Have drained you of your zeal
That rainbow in the distance proves to you
That time will heal
After hard times leave you feeling tired
And feeling weathered
Just remember that the storms of life
Won't last forever
After all is said and done
You'll find your strength renewed
Because after the rain has passed
It makes things fresh and new... ...
| Life.. | Mar 31, '08 9:46 AM
for everyone |
I've realized that life is indeed full of contradictions. Sometimes its crazy to be sane, you need to fall to fly, people suffer because you care. You have to unlearn to know the lesson, you have to give up because you are strong, you have to be wrong to make things right. Nonetheless, life's complexities are also life's source of beauty. We should cry to laugh again, fall apart to be whole again, and get hurt to love again..
I hate the way your always right
I hate it when u lie
I hate it when you make me laugh,
Or even worse when you make me cry
I hate it when your not around
And the fact that you didn't call
But mostly i hate the way
I don't hate you
Not even a little
Not even at all...
 i just miss you so much...
i hope we can meet tonight.. looking forward.. i just want to release all the Nega Vibes i have right now.. aww.. please... pretty please..
hahaha, sensya naman.. may topak lang.. napapansin ko lang, pag may bagong nameet na girl, hindi ako pinapansin.. ganun na ba talaga buhay ngayon? kelangan puro lalake lang kakausapin? hindi naman ako nang aaway.. mabaet naman ako.. hindi naman ako suplada.. hahahahaha.. wala lang, matagal ko ng naiisip yun e..
ay sige ampf kayo na nga lang talaga.. kayo na nga lang ang masaya sa mundo.. kung alam niyo lang kung gano kahirap mapraning! ampf talaga.. konti na lang, sasabog na talaga ako.. wag na sana paonti onti isang bagsakan nalang.. para paktay na talaga ako.. edi masaya narin ako.. wala ng problema.. wala na akong dapat ikatakot, ikakaba, at higit sa lahat ang iiyak ang lahat lahat.. tuyong tuyo na ako.. yun lang.. salamat! *baw*
What if i took my time to love you?
What if i put no one above you?
What if i did the things that really mattered?
What if i ran through hoops of disaster?
No one would care if we had never made it
We're in this alone so why don't we face it
There is no room to blame one another
We just need time to forgive each other..
What about love...
What about feeling...
What about all the things that make life worth living..
What about faith...
What about trust, tell me
And tell me baby what about us...
How can I give this love a new beginning...
How can I stop the rain its never ending...
How do i keep my soul believing...
Memories of how we should be keep calling..
i'Il take the rivers rise...
i'Il take the happy times...
i'Il take the moments of disaster...
Take time to realize
That your warmth is
Crashing down on in
Take time to realize
That I am on your side
didn't I, didn't I tell you
But I can't spell it out for you
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I can't spell it out for you
If you just realize
What I just realized
That we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realize
What I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
If we missed out on each other, now
Take time to realize
Oh oh, I'm on your side
Didn't I, didn't I tell you
Take time to realize
This all could pass you by
Didn't I tell you
But I can't spell it out for you
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I can't spell it out for you
If you just realize
What I just realized
That we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realize
What I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
If we missed out on each other, but
It's not the same
No it's never the same
If you don't feel it too
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way
It could be the same for you
If you just realize
What I just realized
That we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realize
What I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
If we missed out on each other
Just realize
What I just realized
That we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realize
What I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
If we missed out on each other, now
Missed out on each other now
Missed out on each other now
Missed out on each other now owa, owa ohh
Realize
Realize
Realize
Realize
uh-ohhh ....
ooopppsss.. before anything else.. 1 year na ang canon 400d ko! nyahahaha.. bought it at camerahaus megamall with my dear friend dianne.. sobrang excited ako nun kase atlast mauumpisahan ko na ang GREAT ADVENTURE ng buhay ko.. and One year narin pala ako sa craft na to.. parang kelan lang.. ang bilis! ang dami ng nangyari sa buhay ko! hhhaaayyyy..
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